From the
Winter 2004
Schedule
"Mindful
Movement
Healing, Insightful, and Fun"
Several years ago, I worked with a man who was in his
early seventies and a vigorous skier and golfer. While golfing that July, he had
severely strained his back. After consulting two orthopedic surgeons, they both
agreed that he had grossly herniated disks and surgery would be necessary. The
surgery would take away his pain, they promised, but “he would never do
vigorous exercise again.”
Raymond didn’t like this picture of his future, so he
went looking for alternatives. An Osteopath referred him to me for private
sessions. Beginning in October, we worked together privately weekly for about
four months, and then he switched to the group class. During this time, and
especially at the beginning, it was kind of a tussle between Raymond and me. I
wanted him to do gentle, introspective movement where the benefit comes from
paying attention, and he wanted to do vigorous, repetitive movement where the
benefit comes from making an effort. Gradually, he was willing to try the new
way, and was rewarded with steady improvements in his comfort, flexibility, and
confidence.
One day in February Raymond said good-bye to the group
class. The next Monday I received an email from him. He was in
Aspen, and the email said:
“Never skied better in my life!”
Besides this happy ending, Raymond left me with something
else. He gave me his summation of Feldenkrais: “Maureen, this is a thinking
man’s exercise.”
I love this description because it’s true, and because
it reminds me of him. But since “thinking” often is associated with
calculating, I am more often describing our Method as being about
“Mindfulness.” It is about paying attention while you move. We take many
movements that are familiar from other types of exercise, sport and dance, and
add to them a level of introspection. We slow the movements down. We break them
into parts. We explore all the nooks and crannies. Then, once we have gotten
small and simple, we combine actions again and enjoy movements that are large
and complicated.
This process quiets the mind, and settles body parts back
into place—including, sometimes, herniated disks. It also gives a method to
invent new combinations so that the journey that heals is also one that brings
adventure and discovery.